I have to make this clear, I had my stand and thus whatever than I wrote at the previous post that I've expressed is me myself, my personal views. Please, please don't judge Gabriel because of what I wrote what you read.
The fact that if you have been reading my blog, you should see how he had been such a sweet boyfriend, very caring and he loved me well. No doubt, in every relationship there will always be this stage that every couple needs to clear it before they could make their love going stronger than before and get more mature which helps to make your relationship goes more long lasting if you handle well. My thoughts about what I dislikes etc, doesn't really reflects his character and personalities. Yes he might did something that really cross a girl's endurance, a big taboo that he shouldn't do, but gah can never blames him caused his mindset not fully mature yet. I'm trying to endure this period, I think it's worth trying my very last, so what if the ending between us will still be breaking-up? At least I, myself knows that I had really given that last try. After I've gone through this, I believe down the road, I'll be mature enough to really face all kind of obstacles alone. I'll not try to escape them any longer like how I used to do it in the past.
I know I tends to whine, complain via twitter quite frequently these days, but I need to vent out my thoughts somewhere?! If my updates bothers you a lot, makes you worry, I'm so sorry. I didn't want to find someone to vent at times cause not everybody is 24/7 free to listen? I hope this one month ahead, at least things get better eventually.
Don't judge by words, or what you hear from others. Use your eyes and heart to judge. No doubt every person analysis everybody differently in their own way and style, if you'd thinks that you're not what I've analyzed and judged for, I'm so sorry. Different people different views.
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