Thoughts

Watched Channel 8 9pm blockbuster show just now and there is this part of the show where this actor reminds me of my dad.
Still remembers how he disapproved me to be with Gabriel because he said there was a change in me and blame it all on Gabriel. I started to hang out with Gabriel more often and there's no time for them like how I used to have. Yes I admit that they are not understanding enough and hence it was one of the reasons why I had my behavior changed.
I don't spend time with them during weekends anymore, I seldom will be home for dinner, I hardly meet parents or maybe I did but less than 20 hours a week, especially my dad...
But what hurts me most was how I used to fight so hard for the rights against my both closest ones who loved me the most (thou they are unreasonable), just for another guy's love. I'm not complaining, cause i know Gabriel did loved me like his precious... But I felt so ashamed and only now then I realized my parents were trying to protect me. Protect me from going too far too deep, prevent me from getting hurt cause they can't bear to see me in such heartbreaking state.
All I do that time really broke their hearts... Broke their hearts because of another guy, when you know deep inside they are actually gonna be the only ones that will love you and forgives you wholeheartedly no matter what happens.
Now that I don't have my father anymore, all I wished for is to hold on and keep people I loved by my side. I don't want to go through another round of losing someone again...
I'm all good till you tries to step into my zone again. I've feelings too, you don't step in mess around with my feelings and try to get away from it.
Not being responsible, not even being a man and try to make your girl feels secure.

Being crying over this matter for past few weeks. The way you are treating me its obvious you want to get away. Every words of your replies just stabbed deep inside yet I'm still trying, had been weeks. Why can't things be fair for once? Do I deserved these after all these while?

A week of CNY fun

CNY Day 1

MBK in the night

JR

Aiai and Jonathan

Day 2 aiai's house and JX 's house before gg water's house and after that Sean's house

That day was a lucky day for me cause I picked up a iphone at roadside.

At water's house.

Sean's house with Greg and Chris!

As usual, its banluck time and Sean lost $9 to me HIAKHIAKHIAK

Day 3, Sean's house

Attica after that

Pre-CNY

Last minute CNY shopping before eve w JX and aiai at town.

EWF For dinner ^^

Favorite Nutella Tart NOMZZZZZZZZZ

Eve of CNY

To aiai's house for banluck + countdown LOL

JR & JX

Retarded Johnathan's face and spot the Chivas?